KALPTEK\u0130 Y\u00dcK
\u0130nsan bazen farketmeden a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. Ne omuzlar\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir y\u00fck vard\u0131r ne de ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir
e\u015fya. Ama yine de i\u00e7inde bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fcr. Y\u0131llar boyunca biriktirilen k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar,
s\u00f6ylenmemi\u015f s\u00f6zler, yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f duygular ve sessiz hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131 insan\u0131n kalbinde
g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir y\u00fck olu\u015fturur. Ve \u00e7o\u011fu zaman insan bu y\u00fck\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ancak kalbinin
yoruldu\u011funu hissetti\u011finde anlar.
\u0130nsan, d\u00fcnyaya geldi\u011finde kalbi olduk\u00e7a hafiftir. \u0130\u00e7inde hen\u00fcz biriktirilmi\u015f k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar,
hesaplar ya da ge\u00e7mi\u015fin a\u011f\u0131r g\u00f6lgeleri yoktur. Bir \u00e7ocuk kolay sever, kolay g\u00fcvenir ve \u00e7o\u011fu za
man kolay affeder. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kalbin do\u011fas\u0131 asl\u0131nda budur: hafif olmak.
Fakat zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e insan\u0131n kalbi yava\u015f yava\u015f dolmaya ba\u015flar. Hayat\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131r\u0131lmalar\u0131,
s\u00f6ylenmemi\u015f s\u00f6zler, yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f vedalar ve i\u00e7imizde b\u00fcy\u00fcyen sessiz hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131 kalbin
i\u00e7inde g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir y\u00fck olu\u015fturur.
\u0130nsan \u00e7o\u011fu zaman bu y\u00fck\u00fc fark etmez. Onu ta\u015f\u0131maya al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Hatta bazen bu y\u00fck\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131may\u0131 bir
g\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00f6stergesi zanneder. Oysa ger\u00e7ekte olan \u015fey \u00e7ok daha farkl\u0131d\u0131r: \u0130nsan \u00e7o\u011fu zaman g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc
oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in de\u011fil, b\u0131rakmay\u0131 bilmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r.
K\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar insan\u0131n i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda garip bir \u015fekilde b\u00fcy\u00fcr. Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck olan bir duygu,
zamanla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerle beslenir ve k\u00f6k salar. Bir bakars\u0131n\u0131z, y\u0131llar \u00f6nce s\u00f6ylenmi\u015f bir c\u00fcmle
h\u00e2l\u00e2 kalbinizde yank\u0131lanmaktad\u0131r. \u0130nsan bazen ba\u015fkalar\u0131na de\u011fil, kendi hat\u0131ralar\u0131na tutsak olur.
Oysa hayat\u0131n garip bir ger\u00e7e\u011fi vard\u0131r: \u0130nsan en \u00e7ok unutmamas\u0131 gereken \u015feyleri de\u011fil, en \u00e7ok
b\u0131rakmas\u0131 gereken \u015feyleri ta\u015f\u0131r. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck incinmeler, gereksiz gururlar, ge\u00e7mi\u015fin eski
hesaplar\u0131\u2026 Hepsi kalbin i\u00e7inde sessizce yer kaplar.
Ve zamanla insan fark etmeden de\u011fi\u015fir. Kalbinin bir k\u0131sm\u0131 kapan\u0131r. Bir zamanlar kolayca
s\u00f6yleyebildi\u011fi s\u00f6zler zorla\u015f\u0131r. \u0130\u00e7ten gelen bir sar\u0131lma bile bazen insan\u0131n i\u00e7inde teredd\u00fct
uyand\u0131r\u0131r.
Belki de modern insan\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck yorgunlu\u011fu tam olarak burada ba\u015flar. \u0130nsan bedeninden
\u00e7ok kalbiyle yorulur. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kalp, s\u00fcrekli hesap tutmak i\u00e7in yarat\u0131lmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Kalp, hayat\u0131
hissetmek i\u00e7in vard\u0131r.
Ne var ki insan \u00e7o\u011fu zaman bunu unutuyor. Gururu b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcyor, k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcyor, hakl\u0131
olma ihtiyac\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcyor. Ama kalbin darald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 pek fark etmiyor.
Oysa insan\u0131n i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda bazen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir de\u011fi\u015fim bile b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ferahl\u0131k yaratabilir. Bazen
bir c\u00fcmle, bazen bir susu\u015f, bazen de ge\u00e7mi\u015fe bak\u0131p sessizce g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyebilmek\u2026
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hayat\u0131n ilerleyen y\u0131llar\u0131nda insan yava\u015f yava\u015f \u015funu anlar: Hakl\u0131 olmak ile huzurlu
olmak ayn\u0131 \u015fey de\u011fildir.
Baz\u0131 insanlar hayatlar\u0131 boyunca hakl\u0131 kal\u0131rlar, ama kalpleri giderek a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. Baz\u0131 insanlar ise
bir noktada b\u0131rakmay\u0131 se\u00e7er. Ve o anda i\u00e7lerinde beklenmedik bir hafiflik do\u011far.
Belki de insan\u0131n ger\u00e7ek olgunlu\u011fu tam burada ba\u015flar. Her \u015feyi hat\u0131rlamakta de\u011fil, baz\u0131 \u015feyleri
art\u0131k ta\u015f\u0131mamay\u0131 se\u00e7mekte.
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131n kalbi bir ar\u015fiv de\u011fildir. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fin b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fcklerini saklamak zorunda de\u011fildir.
Bazen kalbin kendini koruyabilmesi i\u00e7in hat\u0131ralar\u0131 de\u011fil, a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131 b\u0131rakmas\u0131 gerekir.
Hayat\u0131n en derin bilgeli\u011fi belki de \u00e7ok basit bir ger\u00e7e\u011fin i\u00e7inde sakl\u0131d\u0131r: \u0130nsan kalbi, affettik\u00e7e
geni\u015fler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve belki de insan\u0131n hayat\u0131 boyunca \u00f6\u011frenmesi gereken en zor \u015fey \u015fudur:
Baz\u0131 y\u00fckleri ta\u015f\u0131mak g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc oldu\u011fumuz anlam\u0131na gelmez, bu bir al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131kt\u0131r.
Ger\u00e7ek g\u00fc\u00e7 ise insan\u0131n bir g\u00fcn durup kalbine bakabilmesidir. Y\u0131llard\u0131r i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131
k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131, eski hesaplar\u0131 ve yorgun hat\u0131ralar\u0131 fark edip sessizce b\u0131rakabilmesidir.
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan bazen affederek ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil, kendi kalbini \u00f6zg\u00fcr b\u0131rak\u0131r.
Ve kalbi \u00f6zg\u00fcrle\u015fen bir insan\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131, sand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7ok daha geni\u015ftir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
SEVKAN TAHS\u0130NO\u011eLU<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
KALPTEK\u0130 Y\u00dcK \u0130nsan bazen farketmeden a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. Ne omuzlar\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir y\u00fck vard\u0131r ne de ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 bire\u015fya. Ama yine de i\u00e7inde bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fcr. Y\u0131llar boyunca biriktirilen k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar,s\u00f6ylenmemi\u015f s\u00f6zler, yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f duygular ve sessiz hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131 insan\u0131n kalbindeg\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir y\u00fck olu\u015fturur. Ve \u00e7o\u011fu zaman insan bu y\u00fck\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ancak kalbininyoruldu\u011funu hissetti\u011finde anlar.\u0130nsan, d\u00fcnyaya geldi\u011finde kalbi olduk\u00e7a<\/p>\n